Saturday, April 10, 2010

Being a Zombie and JetLag

Since I got back home, my bout of jetlag had been terrible. Its getting better now but still am not totally recovered.

After being 2 weeks in Houston, I was so ready to come home. do I miss it there? Not really. But one thing tho' that irks me is the political scene. Its just all pure BS. That one thing I like about the US and miss, at least their political scene is not as comical as they are over here.

I also miss the shopping but then again i don't earn in USD. I wish i was, then I could shop till i drop. I will blog more about my trip soon enough. Yeah yeah i know I always say that.

The only thing on my mind these days is I am turning 3X another year older and closer to another age group. The fear has been relentless. I wonder tho' whether I should just accept the fact that I will never be able to have a family of my own or have children of my own ever and then just move on in life. Its a sad fact but all possibilities are leading this way. To tell you the truth, I never imaged my life would ever be this way. EVER!

I guess in a way I do feel like a loser in life.

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